Blogging and Sisters

I think it's so weird to be taller and stronger than your sister. I mean, what must she think? It must suck for her. I mean, imagine you as an 18 year old, and your sister is 15 and stronger than you?

I'm the younger sister. My sister is barely 5'2 and she hasn't grown since she was 13. I don't think I have too, but anyways, imagine once being one of the tall girls at your class, and when you go out of preschool, even the one you used to be a head higher than, suddenly is a head and a half higher than you. And the sister you once liked to have a friendly fight with, suddenly you don't want to, because you know you're going to loose in 3 seconds, so what's the point?

I remember I used to hate that my sister could always use the argument that she was older and stronger than me, but now I'm almost more independant than she is. I mean, none of us knows what to do with our lives, but when she was my age, my parents went with her to look at new schools for when she was done with this one. Me, I take the thing in my hand, cause I actually have a clue what to do, though I always forget to write an email to the school, asking what I should do, since I'm going to America next year, and I'm not sure how to applie to this school, cause I need my teachers to write in my grades and stuff, and an American teacher can't do that, so I guess I'll have to just remember that, since I only have about maybe three weeks left? Don't judge me, I do know when, I'm just too lazy to count the weeks.

Though I have the time today, I feel really stressed. I have to send my biology assigment today, and I'm in a group with my friend, who needs to send me hers, so I can take it in one big document, but she hasn't seen my message! So I feel a bit stressed cause Denmark is playing the finals for handball today, and I want to see that! So I have some things I need to do around that.

Along with that, I've gotten an addiction for the TV show Awkward. Maybe that's the reason I feel like blogging something all the time? I'm just glad I don't keep saying out loud OMG, or DTR, as they say... A lot. It just feels a bit weird, but at the same time really good to let all my thoughts into this, though I wouldn't call it my deepest thoughts. And I honestly, in some way, don't really care if anyone even reads it, I mean, what's the point?

Well, back to Awkward

Sickness

Ugh, you know that feeling when you actually want to be sick, but school is just too crazy to let you, and you end up sick anyways? Well, welcome to my stinky life. Last week, I had tests in math, biology, geography and Danish. I'm from Denmark, though I'd much rather be from England or America.

But I'm sick, lying in my bed without being able to move my head. Oh well, I can, I'll just end up being really dizzy. And this week, I have two assigments (big ones!) to finish, and I'm far from done. I barely started on one of them, and the teachers are writing grades next week! Arhhh I'm dying!

The worst thing about my dizziness, is that I have to pee all the time. It didn't come from the dizziness, obviously, but all the water and soda I drank last night at a open house by a gymnasium, which you could call a mix between high school and college. All I know is that third (and last) year of gymnasium, is about the first year of college.

I can't wait to having a holiday, I'm so stressed lately, and I've barely been back to school for three weeks since the Christmas break, and I'm already stressed out. I suck at science, and had to study for an oral test earlier this week - which I got an B+ in! Didn't think that was possible.

Despite that, now our math teacher is going to start preparing us for oral math this summer. We barely get to relax from the previous ones, when we get more thrown in our heads!

Though I'm nervous, I'm also excited for next year, I'm leaving little Denmark, smaller than most of the states in the US, to actually go to America for a year in high school! What's most annoying right now, is that people keep asking me where I'm going, and all I can say, is that I'm going to one of the 7 states I picked out, cause I won't know until, maybe a month before I'm going, but it could easily be a few days. Then I'm flying off to New York City as a start, where there will be an "intro cours" (also known as sight seeing, lol)

But anyways, maybe I should just focus on my current school. I'm "graduating" from it this summer, so I'm pretty excited, though I'm nervous, I've been in this class for 10 years! Can you believe that? And then the fact that I won't be going to school with probably none of them! At least not in the same class.